Matthew Shultz👏 #cagetheelephant #WREX2013 #91X #wrexthehalls (en Valley View Casino Center)
I just finished my bath and when I got out and see myself trough the mirror all naked, I just can’t stop listening: stop eating or kill yourself, nobody wants you like this.
I do not want to go through that again, but this voice inside my head will not shut up, just keep screaming at me.
Everyone care until you are almost dead.
That kind of moment when you just open your eyes and notes it. You don’t have to step out of the bed or look at yourself through the mirror; you just know it while you watch the ceiling. Something inside you is broken and set all your demons free, ready to eat you alive.
ACROSS THE LINE
I identify so much with this song. That feeling about being left alone by someone so important to you because circumstances that sometimes isn’t in your hands to handle, but somehow still banging in your head: “Maybe if I had done that, this wouldn’t have happened; Maybe if I had been there, this wouldn’t have happened."
Whenever I hear this makes me remember, scream and cry at the same time. That loneliness, frustration, sadness and angriness which only makes you want to end with all is so damn well reflected in this amazing song.
“In this desert, in darkness; lying with the gun across his chest pretending he’s heartless as the fire flashes in the sky. He was fragile and frozen when the bullet took away his friend, and now he’s somehow more broken.
He’s pulling his weapon to his side loading it full of his goodbyes, holding an enemy across the line.”
”Sweating and shaking; lying with her hands across her chest she wakes with her cravings as the fire flashes in her eye. She was fragile and frozen when the needle took away her friend, and now she’s somehow more broken.
She’s pulling her weapon to her side loading it full of her goodbyes, holding an enemy across the line.”
Amazing song made by amazing people. Thanks for always understand, Linkin Park.
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